I want to tell you but can't.

I'm at the point of crying tears because I love you so...
My heart is breaking and my hands are shaking cos you don't even know.
I guess it's too hard to tell you...cos in my mind this pain I can bear.
But the truth is it's eating me alive that I refuse to share...
You make my insides go soft and my exterior becomes weak...
But I'm past the point of waiting for me to open up and speak..
Cos without you life seems tough and days are just too hard...
But even though it's quite possible that you're going to break my heart....
It's better than not knowing...not showing that this pain isn't growing but if you don't love me I'd best be going.