Everyone stares
i don't know what they see
they must be judging me
i feel unloved
I'm walking down a lonely sidewalk
thinking how easy it is to die
just grab a knife and just jab it in me
save everyone the heartache
i don't wanna live
i just feel like my life is so meaningless
cause i don't know who i am anymore
no one understands me
i just feel like crying everyday
i feel like the only people who love me
are my 4 year old and my 14 month old
and my girlfriends and guy friends
my little girl is going into preschool
and my little man is just a year old
but if i left them where would they go
what would they think.
