No matter how hard I try I try I steel fail
No matter how hard I study I still dont succeed
Test after test, zero after zero
My grades keep repeating it self
Its like no matter how much help I get it still dont help
So I am asking my self....... why try?
Why go that extra mile ,
staying after school every other day
Why go to the next step
when I am already tripping....... falling, in other words failing
There is no need to keep trying
Or is there?
Why should I go thru all the pain
Feeling so ashamed,
looking at all those damn zeros right next to my name
I dont even know why I check the list
When its just going to have me sad and pissed
Hurt inside making me what to cry
I dont even know why I get sad these days
I should of known it was going to turn out this way
Its like I never succeed
Failing is a pa rt of me
Or is it the anger talking for me.
Is it the pain seeking out of me
Or is it the devil reaching out to me
Wanting me to quite, wanting me to say Buck This Spit
I cant do this, I wont do this, I cant handle this, I want to give up.
This shit is not fun, this stress hanging on my shoulders is weighing is a ton
But no I wont speak that,
I wont think this,
I shale not fix my mouth to speak this
So I will not give up
I am going to take the advice I give to others
And Suck this Spit up
I shale not fail
I will succeed
These mutha buckas gone remember me
I can from Fs and z on ma papers
N now I got all the kids in class intimidated by me
There new competition is me
Omma get these kids afraid
Omma prove to them That I too can get an A
they gone be giving me all the praise
because I tried and I succeeded
I beat the in defeated
N I am happy I did
I didnt quite
I didnt give up
I didnt fix my mouth to shout I dont give a Buck
I hung in there and did what I had to do
I got more help and stayed after to EVER DAY
And I am now happy that I can say
Failing is not a apart of me
Thank you for taking the time reading my poem. I realy wanna know what you think. So leave me a comment a somtin. I dont care if its 12 letters Just leave a lil somting. N if u want ya name so i can read yours. Tanks
