You used to be my best friend
forever it seemed
but that came to an end
i never would have dreamed
you used to be there for me
when i needed someone to talk to
now you don't seem to be
you have no idea what I'm going through
you were my shoulder to cry on
you caught every tear
but now that connections gone
losing you is my worst fear
you would hold me close when i was in pain
tell me everything would be alright
but now thats not the same
somethings just not right
i need you now more than before
you said you'd leave the light on in case i needed to talk
but for some reason i can't get in the door
i cant get past the lock
I'm always afraid to get close
but i let you come inside
your the only one that knows
of all the nights I've cried
i cry myself to sleep
saying its just a nightmare
thinking its a dream
and ill wake up with someone there
i open my eyes
and there you are
then i start to realize
you're so distant, so far
i want to talk so bad
I've wanted to for so long
but i cant and its driving me mad
theres something truly wrong
so if you end up reading this
it was meant to show
just how much i truly miss
the "you" i used to know
