I Still Love Him

You left me here,
To cry alone.
Letting the cold air freeze my tears.
I dont really care.

Sitting outside all alone,
People passing by, they look at me,
They whisper in each others ear,
What is she doing here?
Guess I should go home.

Staring at the wall,
It used to be so colorful,
Now the paint has crumble away,
To reveal the million shades of gray,
And Im sitting on the floor,
My hands folded on my bed,
As I bow my head to pray.

God, I want this to be over,
I want this to be through,
Cause no matter what I do,
I cant forget the way he makes me smile,
The happy times, even though they lasted for a while.
The way hed laugh when he thinks its funny,
The way he always hugs me.
I cant forget it, cant wash it away,
I just cant let him go.
And if you could, could you please let him know,
I still love him.

I wish I could wash him away memory,
But its just something I cant do.
I want to forget he exist and end it,
But I cant because somehow I know,
I still love him.