Do i want him still?
I still think of him but not with the same affection as i did before
I still want him in my life once more
Will he hurt me yet once more again?
Will the anew protect my heart from such hurt and distress?
But if I let him back in?
What would become of us?
Of him and I?
Will our torn and damaged hearts mend again?
Or will the wounds become deeper and harder to heal.
Still wish to be part of his life.
But he does not wish to be or do anything that deals with me.
Sadly i don't know once more.
