Dear God
Sometimes i cry because i don't understand why did you put me on the earth. i mean I'm not questioning your ability to create man the right way, i just don't understand why sometimes i just hurt really bad. sometimes i cry for a reason but a lot of times the reason isn't clear. God I'm in pain and i don't know what to do. I'm tired of bringing people down with me so what do i do. i try so hard to stay positive and not cry but how can when i hurt.
Dear Momma
all my life i try so hard to get you to pay attention to me but you was always on something else. when i woke and went to school all by myself i made sure i got good grades at school so i would have something to so you when i got home but when i got there you were never there. you might have been home but you were on everybody Else's planet and i stood alone by myself. but when it came down to discipline i surely was involved. momma i loved you i really did and i still do i just feel I'm hurting you i cant stay around you if you not there for me i cant succeed if y'all pushing me down but now since i left, you try to get me to come back home but momma look what good I'm doing you cant even say you proud of me but you quick to ask me to help quita momma I'm sorry for everything i did wrong and I'm sorry for what ever i did that made you like quita more then me I'm sorry
Dear all the people i call my friends
It's a blessing to be able to depend on some one when times get hard and a girl like me got plenty of those someones, i know y'all probably mad at me for not being around much, i just got caught up in a world of to many people I'm to lazy to have so many friends, i cant be there for every one all the time,i all love everybody for a certain reason i just hope don't hate me forever
Dear Dwayne
o Dwayne what do i say I'm not a good person and showed me clear enough i hope one day you wont be so mad at me no more i try Dwayne i really do but um i cant no more i hurt you all the time and you don't want me so I'm a let you go and be happy Dwayne me and you on two different type of levels and the level I'm on hurts you so i feel life would be better for you if i wasn't in it I'm sorry I'm so sorry i hurted you it would have been much better if you would have met me because i probably some where else ruin someone else life and you most likely being just fine so I'm a miss you have good life and forget about o me
Dear the world
i understand when I'm not welcome no more i surely do I'm sorry for my wrong doing of anyone I'm just plain sorry those worlds cant take what i did or said but they surely can show how i feel
