She glances down at the scars on her left forearm
Then looks upon the pieces of broken mirror sitting in her lap
Taking a deep breath then looking far into her own eyes, tearfully asking herself
"Why am I here, what is my purpose in life?"
This is the question she asks over and over again, but never gets an answer and never will
Tears stream down her hot, colourless face, her eyes red and stinging
She tries to smile around everyone
To hide the tears of frustration and unhappiness that have been building up inside her for years
So many times, thoughts of suicide have crossed her mind
But would she ever be able to go through with it?
No, I don't think she would
No matter how hard she tried
No matter how much pain she was in
Why is it that none of her friends want to be around her anymore?
Why is it that they don't care about what she is feeling?
Why is it that they don't help her when she is upset?
This is something she will never know
She will just have to live out her life and see what God has in store for her
No matter what happens in life, she will try and live it as best she can
Hopefully making new friends along the way
