I dreamed of you today..
we were at school
i was standing outside,
i saw you in front of the gate
standing among some children..
when you saw me staring at you,
you ducked down and hid among them..
i ran toward you with tears in my eyes,
you stood up and i gazed at you in shock,
with mixed feelings,
you looked at me and that great smile of yours drew across your face..
i hugged you so tight, crying, i said
"i really miss you brother..
why did you go
please come back
why did you leave me here all alone"
and then you said
"its OK my brother,
everything is going to be allright"
after those words have been said,
we sat down for a minute..
i closed my eyes..
and i felt you were drifting away..
with great pain in my chest,
feeling that a large part of me is dying,
feeling my soul tearing apart..
i opened my eyes and you were gone..
i saw myself through your eyes, from above,
sitting there crying with infinite tears,
screaming your name...
people looking at me in a strange way..
thinking that I'm loosing my mind,
because they couldn't see you..
I'm the only one who did..
i woke up in the middle of the night
to find tears in my eyes..
i couldn't sleep..
but i wanted to..
i wanted to see you again..
i wanted your face to shine on me again..
i wanted to hear my name coming through your lips
as i said..and as i will always say
' the world lost its best Son '
