I felt so stressed,
I had gotten so weak,
I didn't get through my depression,
not until i believed,
now that it's over,
Another situation has occurred,
They say they are trying to help,
Though it's just making it worse,
If i wanted their help,
I would have asked,
But that's something i didn't do,
And now they are on my back,
I tell them to leave me alone,
Ive gotten past my cuts,
Though they stick on to me,
They say that's not enough
Well it is to me,
I just want to be left alone, by myself,
Its only my business, my situation,
It involves me, no one else
**I used to cut myself, every time i felt a little bit of pain. Just adding that little bit to my past problems, just made me have that urge. My friends helped me get through my Habit, and i was done, i stopped cutting. But then councilors and more people found out, then i had to break the news to my family, right after the counclers told me that they had to call my dad, i broke down i was balling and shaking. didn't want to tell them at all, at least it wasn't one of my intentions. They want me to go to counseling and all that other stuff. They don't get me though. They dont listen. If i wanted help i would of asked them to help me through it, but i was fine where i was at, I had my friends and i was becoming happy finally. But They just cant see it, they dont want to. They just make me have that urge again. =-[**
