Silent pain I hold within , tearing me apart,
Never knowing what to do or who to turn to when its dark,
Silent tears I cry inside, at night when I close my eyes,
Till morning when it stops, and hides till dusk,
In my head a thousand thought s floats in empty space,
Looking for some answers, round in circles,
Seems there is no end,
Never knowing what to do living life as if pretend.
Putting on a happy face a face that holds saddened pain,
Nothing more in my life that seems worth wile.
She depends on me and me alone,
The pressure almost surreal, the feeling of loneliness suffocating,
Knowing I did wrong,
Listened to the wrong advice,
Now in my time of need where have they gone,
Oh please tell where have they gone
Silence is my friend now it knows me by my name,
Given up on happiness ,
For the silent pain I know so well .
