Alone

I didn't want to admit it,
it was easier to lie.
and hide the hurt and emptiness,
to smile instead of cry.
I didn't want to face the fact,
my life is full of pain,
and I long to stop my bleeding heart,
and maybe smile again.
Cause I feel of-so forgotten,
so betrayed and so alone,
without a trace of forgiveness,
and no soul to call my own.
I didn't want to admit the fact,
I cannot spread my wings,
and my happiness has melted,
into tears and other things.
It's hard for me to hide the facts,
my wishes have no home,
and return to anguish
bow my head and cry alone.