Here i am

Here I am again,
Its 2 am.
Not able to sleep,
I can barely stand.

Finished the bottle,
Down to the last drop.
Time hasnâ??t moved,
It feels like it stop.

Managed to get to the kitchen,
Tears streaming down your face,
Standing in front of you,
You say Iâ??m a disgrace.

A slap in the face,
Was all I got.
Are you done?
B/c my body feels lost.

Walking out,
I grab your last bottle.
So far thatâ??s 10.
I drink it down to the last swallow.

Slowly I lay down,
Down on my bed.
It feels like someone
Just shot me in the head.

Slowly I sit up,
Looking at the red.
Blood rushing out,
I know Iâ??m gonna be dead.

I lay back down.
Closing my eyes.
I take my last breath,
As I slowly sigh.

Nine am,
You brake down my door,
Then you see me dead,
Bleeding on the floor.

Looking down at your hands,
Theyâ??re covered in red,
You didnâ??t think,
That Iâ??d be cold and dead.

You wrap me up,
Blood still pouring out.
You begin to,
Scream and shout.

Put me in your trunk,
Driving to the lake.
Dumping me in the water,
You think itâ??s a piece of cake.

Bend down,
Washing your hands,
Youâ??re so glad,
Youâ??re back on land.

1 week later,
Im on the news,
This isnâ??t my fault,
This life you choose.

Someone spotted you,
Dumping me in the lake.
You thought you could get away,
You thought it was a piece of cake.

A knock comes upon your door.
You see some cops.
Now to you,
Time has stopped.

Your sitting in jail,
Thinking about what youâ??ve done,
But guess what daddy,
Youâ??ve won.

You got your wish,
Im cold and dead.
Now,
No more tears are to be shed.

My eyes are officially gone,
My tears are officially drained.
I may be dead,
But your going insane.