A love that cannot be
is the worst kind of love to feel
A touch so badly wanted
but never can be real
I only have myself to blame
for the choices i have made
Left us both empty inside
only with our painful blade
Our lips touch so softyly
but a kiss cannot be felt
although I cannot love you
I feel my heart melt
A desire inside me longs
to let you know I love you
Feelings I wish I could show
The fight I am going through
Breaking a promise
Would not be nearly so bad
Except that that promise
Was the most important one I had
I looked at you and I knew
That the look you gave me meant the same
I cannot get rid of the feeling
The one I get when u say my name
And now my heart is more confused than my mind
Cuz my mind can never really think
The things we want feel so natural
That we are doing them before I can blink
I wish that I would not care
Care about the promise I have made
I chose to have someone again
Now that is the sacrifice I have paid
I love you and I cannot give u up
I want to hold you so long
Please understand I am sorry for this
That we are in the situation of our song
I love you, I hope you know...
No matter what happens I do not want you to go...