I love to see flowers when they are coated in dew i love it when the sun rises to start a day new.i love it when my heads clear not racing not mad,i love it when i have more goos days then i do bad.my life feels less hurried less stressful and mad i cant yet remember the best day Ive ever had.i want to make myself look good use makeup and do my hair when days are manic i look drained and i look bare,i dint feel so pale withdrawn and a mess DI i like good days?i think thats a yes.the kids seem more settled more happy and content they know when I'm angry its really not mean i hope this will last this feeling of being free i hope this will last this feeling of being me
