Goodbye to Goodbyes

When I used to stop and stare at you
It was for one reason and one reason alone
I couldn't figure out how God made someone so beautiful
When I stare now, it's because I no longer see a girl
I see the answer to all my problems
An answer that won't speak to me
That won't look at me
That won't give me the time of day
I'm amazed at how my heart seems to fold in half with every glance I get of you
Some say it's better to have loved and lost
Well, I wish that I had never loved at all
Because then things wouldn't be this way
Everything I look at reminds me of you
I find myself wondering if death would be wise
It feels as if there's nothing left for me here
You were my everything inside and out
Now I feel like someone has jammed a knife in my heart
I try to pull it out but I can't
The only person who can pull it out
Is the way who stuck it in
But why would you do something for me?
You don't care anyways
I write because I've lost a love
A love that will forever perish
With every step I take
Why don't you miss me the way that I miss you?
Why don't you care enough to see things through?
How did you stop loving me so fast?
I can only hope and pray that these feelings will pass