I feel my heart beat faster and then the shiver run down my spine.
But I put on a fake smile and hide myself behind lies.
I see the sparkles in your eyes, knowing that mine have already faded.
Because of how hard i tried, and how long i waited.
For nothing. because you still don't have a clue
that the reason I'm falling apart. is all because of you.
So I walk over to my friends. Since they're the only ones who know.
They know what i want. And how I'm not even close.
I see your simple smile. and my head begins to spin.
then I look at your picture.thinking its as close as I'll ever get.
then you sit right next to me. I can smell your sweet cologne
boy, if you even had a clue. If you could even know.
If you could even understand how i feel. when were in the same room
if you knew the things that i would do. just to be with you.
If you could feel the feeling i feel when your in sight.
yeah, If only you could look at the world through my eyes.
Because you don't know what its like, I'm sure you've never had a feeling like this.
the feeling I feel when i hear my friends say "look, there he is"
