If only you were here
To cure all of my pain.
If only what you could do
Would make it go away.
If only you didn't start it
If only you didn't say
Those 3 words that made me hope
And wish in every way.
If only you didn't appear
Or step into my life.
If only I never saw you,
The reason I need to survive.
If only you didn't meet me
If only I brought out my knife
Before I even looked at you,
So I could die that night.
If only you weren't there;
Cause your presence makes me smile.
If only you had disappeared.
Then my life won't be worthwhile.
If only I could kill myself,
If only I wasn't in denial,
So there would be no reason to live,
My sorrows put in a pile.
If only love didn't hurt,
If only there was no pain.
Then I would risk everything,
And not die in vain.
If only you were there,
And not down the drain,
Then maybe I could hope.
I might just live again.
