I might want to be with you forever and always
just for this moment i pray that this is how it stays
you and me i know we can be
but next week I'll know for sure
and I'll try to make you see
i don't want you to leave me
i can't bear to watch you
it already hurts so much
just knowing you might not be there not so soon
i see you as my destiny
even though it hasn't been so long
i think about you day and night
I've begun to think that maybe you're the one
and not so soon you might be so far gone
that you won't be able to hear me at night
screaming for you i know i will
i promise you because you're my everything
it can take a split second to fall in love
but it takes more then eternity to heal it
to make everything all right
it hasn't been so long since i saw you last
only weeks ago
i was in your arms
you held me there saying it was something that could last
i try to tell myself that you're not real
i try to say it's all a lie
but that's not you it's just something you do
a single breath took mine away
your smile alone told me i was being driven insane
your laugh it mesmerized me
it scratched a pledge into my soul
your face, it haunts me
every single day
they say it fades that soon i will forget your face
but it's carved in so deep
this time you're not the one I'm going to chase
i can feel your presence closing in on me
it feels so far away but suffocates my breath
like your smile did
not so long ago yesterday
your voice, it scares me
just one word could take you away
your presence used to feel so comforting
even if it was for just a day
but now it feels so cold
it feels like I'm being pushed from you
cos you're always shoving me away
it used to captivate me when you smiled
cos it made me think you wouldn't leave so soon, that maybe you could stay
but now it scares me, it makes me feel so low
i wonder if you could have loved me
but you're the only one that doesn't let it show
so confusing
i feel like I'm losing
all the time
you hurt me
it's painful
it's a searing pain that spreads through me
when i see your face
it reminds me of who i can't be
just for you i would be anyone
but for anyone i couldn't be with you
