As i rite this poem
tears stream down my face
knowing that I've let you down
makes my heart all but break
i cant believe its comes to this
that we are not speaking a word
i just miss so much
hearing you speak those words
they made me so happy
I'm sure people understand
where you feel like no one can touch you
cause you are the happiest you could ever be
and now i hear you say
i didn't want to talk to you
and i wonder to myself
does he know?
do you know?
that i love you
that I've always loved you
and i always will
I'm so sorry
that i hurt you
that i hurt her
from the bottom of my heart
i wish i could erase the past
though i know i cant
and i have to live with the reality
that things will never be the same
no matter what happens
from now on in
i can never have you
never again
i much preferred pretending
that i was totally over you
unphased by what was going on
everywhere around me
that was all a lie though
cause you mean the world to me
and no matter how hard i try
you will always be there.. in my heart
i will love you forever
and you may ask why
but i do not have the answer for you
i only have regrets
***although i no the person this is to will never read it. i love him. and i made a mistake that means things will never be as they once were. i love him with all my heart. i hope time heals as they say because id hate to be in this predicament forever.. i love you..***
