Confusion

So many things are going through my head,
And I just don't know what to believe in anymore.
So many words about you have been said,
Now I doubt who your love is for.

Do you really love me?,
Or are you just saying that to be polite?
Because that's not the way I want it to be,
But if it is, then get out of my sight.

I want this all to be real,
And not just some kind of joke.
I want to know what you really feel,
And I don't want us to just go up in smoke.

I really want us to be together,
Too bad we're so far apart.
But I will still reminisce our moments forever,
And I will keep you close to my heart.