I wake up every morning and get dressed
the normal black clothing with the normal
black converse
i go into the bathroom and brush through my
black hair
and i put on my black eyeliner, mascara, and eyeshadow
after that i grab my stuff for school
and i get into my car and go to school
i walk into the school looking for the guy that i like
i find him and wave
i go to my classes and don't pay attention
i get my homework and i Wait for lunch
i sit down at my lunch table
and put on a fake smile as my friends show up
i wait for the guy that makes my
heart skip a beat
when he sits down i sit there
i realize it was the guy that i was in love with
who leads me on to thinking he loves me back
i knew he was the cause of my depression
the depression he put me in is my life
the life that i live everyday
hoping one day he will love me back
