I can't sing.

I was sick.
not in the insane way.
but it whats i went.
after today.

i didn't go to school.
and i told you i was sick before.
but I'm not really sure.
just how much you care anymore.

you didn't call me.
like i thought you were gonna.
but its all good.
cause i bet you didn't even wanna.

you might not have noticed.
but i call you worried.
every time i don't see you in your usual bliss.
to the phone i always hurry.

With a unusual expression on my face.
i try to stay calm and ask why.
and i know it was a waste.
to have sat there, inside, and cried.

i still love you.
and id be dumb to break up.
your just the best i ever had.
and i don't wanna screw up.

your my Elmo.
my amazing face.
and i don't want you to hate me.
cause ill miss that incredible grace.

i wanna feel loved.
here, thats the point.
but if this is what i have to feel like.
to be with you I'd break my own bone joints.

don't you get it.
your my everything.
but a romantic harmony.
I'm no longer able to sing.