Family problems(1)

by Kristen   Mar 5, 2007


I'm only 6 & my baby brother is a new born,
i have to clean house cook dinner raise him & go to school all in one day
i yell momma stop drinking
i don't like it when you drink,
I'm trying to take care of bub-by & your behind me
with a bottle of vodka in one hand
standing over me, screaming on top of you lungs at me,
for not cleaning the house, so i yell back telling you that i am trying to feed Alex.
then you grabbed me by my hair and dragged me into the kitchen and you lit the stove,
then you put my hand n the burner and my hand was burned,
you tell me that you love me, but if you love me like you say you do,
then why do hurt me so bad,
daddy had just got home and you guys are fighting, then daddy looks at me and smacks me on the back of the head and tells me to take care of bub-by,
so i went and fed Alex,
afterwords i put him in bed and the next thing i knew here comes daddy yelling Emma come here, he has a metal rod so i know what he is going to do,
hes standing over me and started yelling at me then started hitting me with the metal rod over and over till i couldn't feel no pain.
later on that night, i wake up and there was aunt Vickie and uncle James.
there mom comes walking in with a vodka in her right hand
she then told me to take care of Alex now,
i yelled no mommy he's your kid not mine,
I'll take care of him said Vickie,
no, mommy said, Emma will or else,
no mommy,
get up now, i refused to so she pulled me up by my wrists,
she reaches for the medal rod and beats me with it and aunt Vickie screamed for her to stop but mom told her to keep out of this.
daddy woke up and came down yelling what the hell is going on down here?
mommy told him i wouldn't take care of Bibby,
so daddy then took the metal rod away from mommy and beat-ed me over and over and over,
then aunt Vickie told daddy to stop and he did,
then he started hitting aunt Vickie,
so uncle James started in on daddy so they fought for awhile,
they finally left and they yelled they were never coming back again,
later on mommy had went to the bar to get drunk again,
it was just daddy Alex and me,
Alex was sound asleep,
daddy and me are watching t.v and he's drinking whiskey, then all of a sudden i feel his hand rubbing my leg,
and then my private area,
he then I'm sorry sweetie for beating you I'm just doing that so your stay out of trouble,
OK daddy,
then he said lets go,
where we going daddy,
to bed now crawl in my bed,
so i did, he came in naked and he crawled in the bed with me,
he told me to rub his private up and down,
i said no
but he told if i didn't he'd make it hurt when he puts it in me,
so i did it for a while then he made me suck it,
he then slowly took my clothes on he rubbed my chest for a while then kissed my chest,
then he went down and took my pants off then my undies,
he stuck his finger inside and pushed in and out about 3 times then he had sex with me.
he did that for a while and then he kissed me on the lips and told me to get dressed and never tell anyone about tonight or you'll no what will happen got it,
yes, daddy,
it's been 8 months now,
and mommy had gotten really drunk,
so they decided to go out to a party,
and they left me home babysitting bub-by.
that same night i hear a car pull up and it's aunt Vickie and uncle James they came in crying saying that mommy and daddy are dead. so we go and live with them.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Kristen

    Hey this is kristen, if you are reading these 3 poems they are not my life but it's my little cousin shes 17 now and she is free from the abuse now but if you are reading this now these 3 poems here i'm not finished thers alot
    so stay alert if you are interested to these poem sad poems i don't get to see her anymore but i know she is my age now my parents had just told me about her life word for word through this poem is every detailed in this poem had really happened. well enjoy them.