Just wanna Fly

Why am i always the one who get hurt the most
all my feelings to one person
then get slapped in the face
oddly enough he's the one that meant the most
didn't think i could feel so lost- so helpless
somehow i am and it scares me to death
don't want these feelings- don't want him back

only thing i want back is time
to make it so this would never happen
let me go to sleep and i won't wake up
let me escape this room and I'll never come back
worst thing is he won't even look at me
not even a glance
yet it's all i can do to not look at him
please please just let me run
far way from her and i promise
to never come back

all the way around I'm on my own- by myself
i lied- i DO want him back
to be in his arms know that I'm safe
that all the other boys in my life can't hurt me
he's the only one i need