If only

Lightening flash
trees they crash
rain it pours
ocean shore
stand alone
feelings shown
silent kiss
i shan't miss
need you now
need you here
need you take away my fear
broken up
since you've gone
your my star
that brightly shone
deep regrets down inside
to myself i greatly lied
i should have listened to my heart
for it is what tore me apart
if only i could turn around
since all this myself I've found
i care for you ore than i should
to start over if only i could
now alone to never see you
the tears I've cried and what I'd do
to go back when you were mine
when the days were perfectly fine
i still love you my smile lies
for deep inside my soul dies
maybe we weren't meant to be
but i still think...if only