Mommy 3-3-07© (Dedicated to everyone I know)

by Amanda Clayburn   Mar 6, 2007


I haven't ate like I used to, mommy
I tried to kill myself a couple times, mommy
I don't thin you really know me anymore, mommy
I could have picked up the phone when you called, mommy
I could have lost everything, mommy
I've seem cant to say I love you, mommy
I have scars from cutting myself, mommy
I have wounds that won't seem to heal, mommy
It's hard for me to sleep at night, mommy
I can't recall you were ever there, mommy
Did you see me as a mistake child, mommy
I don't know how to move on, mommy
My last breath was stolen from him, mommy
How could you left me behind, mommy
I had a perfect life with him, till he let me down, mommy
Do you ever think about me at night, mommy?
I wish he was still with me, mommy
It's hard to believe of any of my friends, mommy
I'm starting to feel lonely, mommy
I miss being home with you, mommy
I think I'm dying inside, mommy
My body was never perfect for him, mommy
I know people kept secrets from me, mommy
I can see myself with him something's, mommy
Last night I had nightmare and no one to tell, mommy
I took my cloths off to see if my body is worth to him, mommy
I changed my look and style so I won't be seen, mommy
I wish I had a true life with someone, mommy
I don't think God wants me anymore, mommy
I gave up on myself, mommy
I like to brake and burn things down, mommy
Is that what you want out of me, mommy?
I know I'm innocent can they see that too, mommy
I love to help people out and do they notice, mommy
I lie to hurt myself sometimes, mommy
I don't think I deserve anyone as friends or love one, mommy
I miss my family, mommy
I like to be dead right now, mommy
I thing I'm starting to fall in love with someone else, mommy
I like to feel empty in my stomach, mommy
I'm not real anymore, mommy
I believe I can't forgive anyone, mommy

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