MY REAL FATHER

It's like you took my heart and wrung it dry
You left without a word or a reason why
Until one day you call me up on the phone
And tell me how your sorry that you left me alone
You say that your going to take me to Disney land
And I'm young and dumb so i believe you
So the very next day i throw on my
Mickey Mouse shirt and Capri's
And even my Mickey Mouse ears
I ran outside and sat on the curb
It seemed like i was waiting for years
I sit and make up plans in my mind
And finally I look at the time
It's been an hour your late
But i think when are you ever on time
So i sit and wait ........and wait........and wait
Two three hours pass by
till it's so dark that i cant even see my way back inside
Then my mom calls me in
I say to myself i know he cant be doing this to me again
1 2 times in a row
I go inside and sit by the window on the floor
I look out and watch the raindrops pour
When i look back on that day
Do you know what i say
I say
You will never be a better person than me
Because you probably don't but my father upstairs believes in me.