This Should be My Suicide Note

I couldn't sleep,
I couldn't eat,
I couldn't breathe,
Your lips were too sweet.

And it was like an addiction.

I couldn't pretend,
I couldn't forget,
I couldn't let go,
of the regret.

And it began to destroy me.

I tried not to think,
I tried not to try,
I tried not to run,
but it just made me cry.

And it just started to get worse.

I lived,
I tried to move on,
until the day,
Living just felt too wrong.

And it killed me.