Sorry.

In the end nothing matters. What seemed to start off so small, became something so big, letting you know that eventually things get worse and all you can do is watch you life fly by. Everything that did end u[p mattering the world to you disappears like it never happened. Like the good memories you shared with someone who ment the world to you were only a dream, and the bad memories were only a nightmare, but seemed more real than anything else. I can't stop you from feeling the way you do. I know the things I said were wrong and that I should have never said them...but I was hurting inside and my heart was slowly breaking and the pain hurt way to much to handle. You made me feel like I wasn't important enough and that I didn't matter to you anymore. Like I was just another brick in the wall. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry and that I love you way too much. I'll understand if you can't or wont forgive me, but if we could start over again, from scratch, like the first time we met, that would mean so much to me. I don't want to lose you, not now, not ever.