The Other Side of Me

You could call me special today
But the feeling doesn't stay
You could call me your friend
But I know it'd be pretend
I'm lost inside myself
My emotions on a shelf
You think I'm so strong
Holding in tears so long
But at night I cry
As I lie
In the night alone
Until a light is shone
Onto my face
But that's a disgrace
No one cared
Thats why I was scared
No I'm used to it
It hasn't changed a bit
Why are you reading this?
It could be that you miss
The other side of me
But can't you see?
That isn't it
It hasn't changed a bit
I really like this guy
It makes me wanna cry
He hates me now
He thinks I'm a cow
Yesterday he called me fat
But I know that
He talks about another girl
It makes me wanna hurl
Just because she's hot
But inside she's really not
Well I don't care
Please don't share
You're thoughts with me
Can't you see?
Have a nice life
I'll bet you'll kill you're first wife
At home I'm like a slave
Trapped in a cave
Someday I must flee
But now I'll show the other side of me
This I can't allow
Begging you to help me now
Save me for a day
But the feeling doesn't stay
I'll just let
The feeling go and forget
The other side of me

*-Sky-*
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