Looking up at the sky
Each day
Makes me wonder where you went
Why god really had to take you away
I don't know what my future holds anymore
Since you left
I cant believe I even can try most of the time
Its so hard sometimes still not to pick up my phone
And try to call you
I miss all the day we used to stay up late
Like at the barn
And smoke up in the hayloft
Or when we stole your mom's booze
And got wasted in your room
Being retards
I miss those days
I will never meet another person like you
I knew your love for people was real
And I wish I could be like you
I wish that I could be strong like you were
WHERE DID YOU GO
I hate that I cant hear your sweet voice
That I cant hug you
Or be by you
I cant do anything here
I'm so alone
And yeah I know that you try to give I'm signs
But I need you here now
I'm struggling to see
What you saw in people
I'm thank everything that you have ever done for me
But I still cant get over it that you were taken from us
I think about you all the time
And I know that you see this
But I cant see you
And its no fair
I want to see you more
And I know its your time
And Gods time
But I cant live with out you
Look what happened
I cant even care for anything else anymore
I fail at high school
And my job
And my life up there
