Lost

You look at me and ask, "Why am I so sad?"
I won't tell you that I lost his only love I ever had.
I won't tell you he loved her and his love was but a lie.
I won't tell you how I wait with desperation in her eye.
I won't tell I had him and threw his love away.
I won't tell you if you ask me, she has nothing left to say.
So don't look at me and ask why I'm sitting alone.
I'm trying to forget him, live my life and just move on.
And what I cannot tell you if you ask me why I'm sad.
Its I feel like I have lost the only love i ever had.