I'm basing my love on what I want to believe
This is the first and last time I will wear my heart on my sleeve
My love is also based on pure and utter fiction
It's too bad they don;t have rehab for a love addiction
Fantasizing on the impossible is getting me no where
Yet, every time I almost forget you I remember your pretty stare
And it sends me right back to square one
Where I'm a depressing wreck and that's just no fun
Words don't express how much I'd like to take back what I said
Because I'm always shaking from the pain that's in my head
I'm tired of living my life on a broken heart and cold fear
But I just can't rid myself of the thought of holding you near
If I ever did get the chance to hold you again
There's no way I could let go, not after how my life's been
And if you ask me to stop, I'll pretend I didn't hear you
Because, Katie, I just don't want to
Yes, I used your beautiful name even though I should not
I'm sorry but to live my love in mystery I could not
Your name gives my witting special powers
And I can just stare at it for hours
It reminds me of a good life that was once mine
And the life I have now which is total swine
I call out to you in my sadness
And it's driving me into madness
I talk to the teddy bear you gave me some time ago
As if it were you and I feel so low
I'm going insane and I can't climb out
No, all I can do is scream and shout
