My Independance Day...So over him

Its been so very long
Since there was a smile on my face
But today is a new day
And there ain't a smile outta place

The smile i had forgotten
The one that had disappeared
It had hidden for so long
The smile that i feared

I feared to be happy
Feared to live a happy life
Being hurt so many times before
Seems like a lifetime of pain and strife

But then the clouds open up
And the sunlight appears
My life has a meaning
Out the door go all my fears

The fears of always being alone
The fears of the dark night
The fears that ide be hurt again
But now it might turn out right

Ill give life another chance
It won't be like before
I'm stronger enough to face it all
Ill open up the door

The door to my past
Which i had lost the key
But now I'm not scared anymore
The light from god i can see

The past that had haunted me
The pain of the lost love
But now i have a new strength
I have my angel from above

To protect me through what i face
To help me pull through
Right now i love life
I know longer need YOU...........