I cant except what they think,what they say,will i get better?its possible you may!you'll never be normal only stable you will get,I'm not listening to you this illness i will not accept
for i can be normal,live my life and be well,i hate these drugs and injections they put me under a spell,a spell that makes me believe Ive got over this period of my life,but i guess thats where it gets you i feel its holding me up by my throat with a knife!i have to keep on taking it on these drugs i must rely,it keeps me from breaking down OK yes it helps i cant deny.i know i will get over this the docs i will shock and show ill take myself back off these meads I'm clever they will never know!
but they do they find out cause again I'm manic to myself i cause hurt my thoughts and my actions give cause for red alert,i suppose ill give in and let the drugs win i cant keep feeling like I'm living in sin.
yes you were right i am poorly my minds not right it took long enough but now Ive seen the light.from this day on its the start of my new life no longer ill live with constant struggle and strife x
