I may not be crying on the outside
but inside the water works are flowing.
you left me more broken
then i've ever been before,
those words,
they stung.
it was more painful then anything that i've ever felt
to hear you say that.
you were my best friend
yet,
you still criticized
and made fun of me
and for that i hate you.
just get it through your head,
this is the way i am.