do i feel sorry for you
or do i dispise what you did
do i want you to be safe
or do i want you to leave
cuz what you did to me
i know is unexceptable
you are the reason i get so depressed
you are the reason i cant do my best
you are the reason there scars on my arms
you are the reason for my lack of sleep
and you are the reason for these tears streaming down
you hurt me so bad
i live with this secret
of the past
and you will be leaving.
going to a dangerous place
out over seas
and giving me some space
but i cannot decide
whether to love or to hate
i guess ill just leave it up to my fate
