One day i was lost and confused and didn't know what to do...
i thought my life was all over but then...
i met you,then and there i knew what i had to do...
i had to get you right then and there....
i thought you where going to be the right one...
just because it felt right being in your arms...
right when i held u tight I'm my arms i knew i had won....
until...
one day i did something wrong that i shouldn't of have done....
and lost you...
i never knew my life could end so fast...
as soon as you said its over....
i broke down in tears....
no one believed me...
because we were together for a short amount of time...
but just a short amount of time felt as a life time...
i gave you my heart the day you said "do you want to go out with me"....
now you've stolen my heart and never gave it back....
yes i still have feelings for you...
and still you have my heart...
i don't know how to tell you...
I'm just scared...
scared to get hurt again like you've already done...
since you've been gone...
my life has been a total wreck...
i try-ed to move on...
but no luck you are still planted in my heart...
i know I've told you that maybe it was better off we stayed friends...
but that was all a lie, i cant live my life without you...
i love you and that will never change...
i wish u felt the the same was as i do...
but i guess that will just be a dream again...
i cant get you off my mind i think about u 24/7...
i also dream of you...
i know that i did wrong by going so fast...
but i didn't know what to do...
and i still don't know what to do...
I'm going crazy without you...
every night i basically have to cry myself to sleep...
just knowing that I've probably lost you for good...
I'm dieing inside slowly without you...
sometimes i wish i was dead so i didn't have to go through this pain...
sometimes i wish i could just go up to you...
and tell you I'm sorry and please come back to me...
and everything would be alright...
because deep down in my heart i still believe we were meant to be...
when i see you sitting down on that bench with all your friends...
and you take one second and look at me, i always wonder why?....
is it because you still like me but you don't want me to know or just because you feel like it....
it drive me crazy every day that your not there....
sometimes i just want to pick up the phone and call you just to hear your voice...
but i know that i would be useful...
because it would hurt me even more...
some days i wish i could just walk to your house like i used to....
but still that is a dream....
i miss you...
i need you...
and I'm going crazy without you...
i only had one wish and that is to be with you again...
and change everything so i wouldn't do what i did the first time...
but i guess all that is gonna be something that i will never know...
your the only one that Ive ever had this much deep feelings for...
but thats is something i didn't know until it was to late...
i just wanna break down and cry because....
