Why must I feel this way about you?
You are no different from any other girl I choose,
Everything about you is so invigorating and new,
I just wish you would make up your mind and tell me the truth,
I have sat here waiting for an opportunity to rise,
But every time I tell you, something inside me dies.
I am giving you so much to get something in return,
I wish all these thoughts of you would subside and burn.
Following you around and giving into your desires,
Spreading through my veins like a wild fire.
Every moment your around is like a toxic drug,
I can't get enough of you even if it's just a hug.
Another kiss would collapse me being and I'd let you in,
My barrier would fold and become too thin,
I'd tell you everything I keep hidden from people to see,
You have such a hold on me the feeling will not cease.
I want you to know how I feel so bad,
But i'm afraI'mof losing everything we once had,
One more kiss would send me away,
Onto a beach with crashing waves,
My deepest desires rolling up with the sea,
My heart chasing the sunset longing to be free,
I try to keep a safe distance from you to help me cope,
I don't mean to avoid you but I need to know,
How you feel before I give in with no hope,
I want you to understand that I am much more than I show,
I keep myself inside so I don't fall in too deep,
But my feelings are breaking me and are starting to seep,
Into all the cracks and crevices in my mind,
I have to keep it together with the rest of my will,
Which is why I don't follow you anymore to find,
Just how much of my heart your words can fill,
So kiss me today and it will keep me guessing,
About how you feel and keep me confessing.
