The words you say seem to fade,
slowly as i waste away.
i feel myself slipping,
with nothing to stop my fall.
sitting and staring at this brick wall,
i did what i could and tried to do it all.
the stress is my chains,
that keep me clinging to this wall.
you ask to help,
but i just say i will sort things out.
i blow you off,
and you keep coming back.
maybe one day i i will need you,
yet today is not that day.
your words are molded in my brain,
they echo like your scream.
you speak such loving words,
but they bring me so much pain.
its become so easy for people,
to see the burden that i carry on my back.
they know its nothing little,
but a burden of some sort.
no one understands what I've been through,
and they never will because you can't explain.
no amount of words could explain,
this brick wall or the burden that i keep.
you can't escape the chains,
that bind me to this wall.
no can...
