SO Alive With Pain (lyric)

Always empty I can't believe.
Not a whole lot going on.
Never lasting ends too quickly.
Why are my thoughts negative.

I feel like Im flowing around.
And there's nowhere to be found.
I feel put down and rejected.
What is this stuff that was injected.

I FEEL SO ALIVE.
Yet so dead when will I wake up.
I FEEL SO ALIVE.
But I'm crying when will the pain stop.

Less of an option to use.
There is no other way out.
I can't display or show you.
How much I am in doubt.

I feel like Im flowing around.
And there's nowhere to be found.
I feel put down and rejected.
What is this stuff that was injected.

I FEEL SO ALIVE.
Yet so dead when will I wake up.
I FEEL SO ALIVE.
But I'm crying when will the pain stop.

Maybe I'm just so surprised.
The way it's been.
I just need to realize.
These wounds will never mend.
I want to hide out and blend.

I came back to be more.
I wanted to take my anger out.
This feeling fades as a sore.
This is not what I was thinking about.

I feel like Im flowing around.
And there's nowhere to be found.
I feel put down and rejected.
What is this stuff that was injected.

I FEEL SO ALIVE.
Yet so dead when will I wake up.
I FEEL SO ALIVE.
But I'm crying when will the pain stop.