Without a Doubt

I look left
She looks right
Why do I still love her
With all of my might

She goes up
While I'm still down
When I cry and she laughs
I feel like some sort of clown

She hangs up
While I keep on talking
Where is this leading me?
To where am I walking?

She slams the door
As tears roll down my face
Words could never express
How I just want to get out of this place

I write her a letter
She never replies
Memories strain my mind
Of lovely hearts and pretty eyes

I leave a message
On her phone
I know what she's thinking
"Why doesn't he leave me alone?"

I'm holding onto a dream
A dream with a happy ending
But this love I'm sure
Requires too much mending

I look at her and smile
She pretends she doesn't see me
I hate the way she makes me feel
Like I'm some kind of debris

I try to hold my head high
But she continues to push it down
I use to think what she'd look like
In a wedding gown

When she hears our song play on the radio
She simply plugs her ears
Is she afraid of what will come?
Heartache and a mass of tears?

Only she knows the answers to these questions
And only she can tell you them
I feel that she's the only person
Who knows who I truly am

We still do some things together that she doesn't realize
We both look up into the night sky
But the difference there is that
She doesn't seem to cry

Shows we use to watch together
Flash across the T.V screen
She just turns it off and calls her friends
Whom I was always in between

Is this some sort of cruel punishment?
Or is it simply the ways things played out?
All I know is that I still love you
And I know this without a doubt