As I Fall

I lie awake at night.
And, as each tear rolls down my face, I wish that you were here to wipe them all away.
And, promise me that everything will be okay.
I long for you to pull me into your arms.
And, hold me until I stop crying.
But, it would be impossible.
Because you're the reason for this pain.
I didn't know that someone could hurt this bad.
I never thought you'd break my heart.
Should've seen it coming, though.
It was all too good to be true.
Now, I'm left here all alone just feeling miserable about myself.
I whisper: "I was never good enough."
And, that makes me cry even harder.
I think of each lie that spilled from your mouth.
I foolishly fell into your trap.
And, believe everything you've ever said to me.
How could I have been so stupid?
I deserve someone better and I've always know that.
But, for some reason, I still chose you.
And, you let me down.
You played your little games.
Now that's all over with.
You didn't win and you never will.
When you realize what you threw away you'll try to come back.
But, by then my heart will be whole again.
And, I will have moved on.
Then, you will have to sit back and watch as I fall into someone else's arms.