I spend every night staring up at the beautiful moon wishing, wondering, waiting for my time.
I spend every day struggling to live, choosing not to stand on a corner just to make a dime.
I spend every month in my lonely bed crying over my hearts pain.
I spend every every minute thinking about my life, taking notice it will never again be the same.
I spend every year attempting to better myself,
adapting to the ways of others.
I spend every second of my waking life thinking, about the distance between me and my old lover.
I have spent my whole life in anger, frustration, emptiness, denial, and the coldest place of my heart. I free my emotions through paper and ink.
I've spent all my time suffering, and I will no longer spend.....
.....my nights wondering, my days struggling, my months crying, my minutes thinking, my years attempting, and I will no longer spend my seconds absorbing my losses.
I have set myself free, from all this negativity, because you are now once again in my life.
