Empty For No Reason

Right now as I write
Angry fingers with despite
Not knowing my tomorrow
Not caring my tonight
Empty for no reason

Have you ever felt hurt?
Hurtful words you want to blurt
No cause or remedy
Positive that you are empty

My heart now weighs a load
Yet too empty to explode
Too shallow to fall apart
For empty is my heart

For pain is my only joy
Since pain was not caused by boy??
Since my pain has no root
I am a seedless fruit

I cannot grow for tomorrow
Since my life is full of sorrow
Since love will never be nice
My pain will suffice!