I love thee not, yet i want thee for friend.

For some uncanny reason I feel glad
A gladness within my heart that
Even words has not given me the privilege
To reveal it to my self or to the soothing music of this spring bird
Returning home from far away with the beauty of spring yet it is to come

I feel whole yet a little lost
For so long I had thought of only one thing
But that thing today has forgotten me
In in that that I have lost all trust, for trust was my only weapon
And honesty my only war against the deceives
Whose word lost me into his world but without a word of reason
Asked me to leave that world
Yet deep within my heart, my only home
I am glad for, for once he was honest
In his honesty I found commitment
So my only message is that I need not your affection
Nay, never shall I have that desire to take away that from you
For you have given me allot
And that was because you were honest to tell thee
You love I not..