Best friends for oh so long....
maybe nearing an end...
an end to this friendship this sisterhood...
would truly destroy me.
i wouldn't exist if you forget about what we've been through. best friends for life that was our promise. we've been through it all, so much in such a short time.
you can always depend on me I've proved in the past i can be there for you in an instant. i can offer advice and i can take your side in a fight.
i feel as though a wall is separating us once again. i hide it all from you my worries my doubts my pain. you say your not fooled then why are you not here with me like you promised.
another broken promise. another lonely night another time to not hang out. its always another time that we will do anything what happened to days together whenever we wanted weekends particularly.
you have a bf i have nothing now. my best friend is leaving me all alone on this planet. she is floating further away and she doesn't know it but i see it clearly.... i regret nothing and yet i would change the past.
we had so many plans and you were going to make them stick no matter what happened we promised that we would never part never lose our friendship yet its fading a little more.
can you not see it or feel it you always knew when something was wrong yet you cant see this
maybe the end is near and if it comes then i will have lost what remained of my world and my life so the day you say goodbye i will say you will never see me again for i wont live until the next sunrise...for that....my dear friend....is how close I'm always going to be
