I wrote this as if I was telling my friend. He's always been there for me and I know he always will be there for me.
*It all started on day when I made him mad
*With one swing, he hit me with all the strength he had
*I tumbled to the floor holding my eye
*Wishing I would have never met this guy
*He grabbed ahold of me and jerked me into the air
*Grabbed ahold of the back of my neck, pulling my hair
*Smacked me in the ribs with one flick of his wrist
*And that is when I saw he was getting really pissed
*I begged and pleaded for him to stop
*But he hit me in the stomach, making me drop
*I got out my phone and started to make a call
*He grabbed my arm and slammed me against the wall
*I tried to get away from his really tight grip
*But he just grabbed ahold tighter on my hip
*He told me to get in the truck, that we were going for a ride
*This was when I started losing all my pride
*We went to his house and there was no one around
*He yanked me out of the truck, down to the ground
*He thrust himself on me, violating my personal space
*That is when my heart started to race
*I knew what was coming next from the way he looked at me
*I just wished I could get away, run free
*I started crying, my tears running down my cheek
*I was thinking i knew I should have broken up with him last week
*All I wanted to do was die
*I kept asking him "why me? why?"
*He grabbed my arms and pinned them above my head
*I opened my eyes and saw his face was all red
*Twenty minutes later he looked at me and said he "felt bad"
*That it was all my fault for making him mad
*He raped me and blamed me for the whole thing
*When he dropped me off I took off the engagement ring
*Then I told him I hated him for everything he'd done
*Because he took away all my innocence when I was so young
*To this day he still calls me every night
*Just to check and see if I'm alright
*Sometimes I think he actually cared
*Then I remember that night and how I was so scared
*I thought I could never trust another guy
*And until this day, he was the only one that knew why
*I have learned to trust more men
*I especially trust you, because I know I can
