I'm having second thoughts
i don't know what to do
i need *help*
i love it here don't get me wrong but i am missing a part of my life
i never thought this would happen but i guess i was wrong
So many thought are running through my mind
Because the answer i want for some reason i don't want to find
i love my DAD and everyone here and i know if i choose to leave this feeling will find me there
Because i left people here
which life has been better over all, i don't really know
each of them have had their negatives and positives
it's just the deciding factor of what will make the best choice in the long run.
AND MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST!
oh god, i am confused
i left there to be here for many reasons
one, to get to know my dad
two, i ran from people that made my life miserable
three, i thought me and my mom needed time apart
now do i miss her?
Somewhat!
But the questions i have in my head are not dependent on her its merely on the faith of love
I want him back and he knows this
there's just one small issue
he has another girl
but see talking to him recently has made my mind boggle
and my heart doesn't want to get torn anymore than it already is
So please tell me what to do?!
